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Hey there folks, how are we doing? It's 144 p.m. and Is it May 2nd? Monday, May 2nd, 2016. 144, that's 44 and a 1. 44 is the double elders number of fortitude and 1 is of the self. It could also be the one thing, like a function or purpose, excuse me.

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What are we all looking for when we go on the internet trying to find stuff? You look at the things that get the big hits, it's something like Kardashians or you know, My mother was raped by two aliens and That's why my little brother has three heads and you get so much Photoshopped garbage That's done by six-year-olds But a lot of spiritual people Know that you won't find spirituality in any religion It's just not there Islam, Christianity, Hebrew, or whatever, so many others, they have all these gods and deities Something that's better than you and there's nothing better than you Everyone's equal, excuse me, everyone has equal rights And everyone exists within our creation so they have equal value Just by existing in creation As long as they're not abusive towards others There's no problem when they are, there is a problem if they maintain, they're being deleted It's a simple thing That's how you keep things going Something doesn't like the way something is, as long as they don't go attacking people Then they have every right to feel that way It's not a fair way to look at anything These religions all have these control things in them I was really involved in a Christian religion so I can speak more about it And when I talk about a religion, I am not talking about religious people You can go into a, you know, church, synagogue, the temple, whatever, I mean, whatever You go into a house of worship Worship, wow, when you worship something you say it's better than you And say, oh I bow to you because you're better than me, I suck and you're so good It's like, really? The hell's that about? If it, you know, that's like You're supposed to, you're usually taught that the great father God is You know, like your father or something, you know, and it loves you and everything It's like, I don't know, how many of you have to bow before you go in the house, you know? I'd like to come to the table, although I'm not worthy to eat at your table Wow I've always had problems with that. I've never thought I was any better than anyone else, never, that has never Been in my head, all my life, not since I was able to think Because it's, it's a simple thing, I'm not It's like cooling an ice cube hot, it's not I didn't know how, I couldn't understand when I was involved with the church, my father Said I was going to, mom said I should, dad said I was gonna And I'm like, okay, when you're a little kid and they're big, it's like, okay I don't know how old I was I was a little kid Start as a neophyte, then a acolyte, then you work up towards crucifer But, I didn't understand how there was a perfect, all-loving, all-forgiving God That made hell to abuse you forever because he was pissed at you, it's like Okay, wait a minute now, okay You're saying I have to eat my food with a fork and Here's a spoon or If you want to light a fire to stay warm, you use kerosene But when you're done, when it's time to put it out, you use kerosene Okay, maybe there's no fire, just leave all that alone That's just one Very basic thing Your Bible, everything else, the Torah, the Koran, they're all full of crap, they're all Filled with lies, it's all controlling stuff. Now, religious people, what I was gonna say earlier You go into any of those places, you know, church, temple, synagogue, whatever they are mosque You're gonna find some people that have control issues, sure, but you know what, you're gonna feel a lot of love in there There's a lot of people that love There's so much control in Islam, it's insane, but you know what, in Christianity too Well, if you're a Baptist Well, if you're a Baptist and you're a woman, you want to be a preacher, you can, you ain't got the right anatomy I guess the concept is you will be promoting sin because men will be looking at your chest when they're supposed to be thinking about how little they are and how puny they are and how much they need to give all their money to the great good of God that goes to the church I never could figure out how the church gives God the money, whether they put it in a big bucket and throw it in the air and say, God, keep what you need, give me the rest.

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I worked for a guy, had an old mud repair shop in Roswell And he, I was, he was always trying to get me to push people to spend money and it just pissed me off more and more I was really good, okay, used to have my own businesses and everything But most of the time I was, you know, working for other people and I just Be like a shop foreman or something because I was so good at figuring out what's wrong with a car And I had all the equipment too Hundreds of thousands of dollars worth of equipment And on some weeks I was paying, at some points in my life, I was paying $500 a week in total payments And I had plenty of money But he used to have a prayer meeting, he had a shop that had about 10 mechanics in it And he'd have a prayer meeting every other Monday morning before starting the work day I heard about it and someone was kind enough to offer for me to go and I said No thanks, I very unrespectfully declined And he just kept trying to push me to take money from people in his glory basically And I told him to get screwed And he said, Jay, you know, you've got an attitude problem There's a lot of people that would like to have your job He was choking on his words when he said it And I said, Phil, I said, if you think that you're literally intimidating me You're kidding yourself Because you ain't even touching me And so it wasn't more than one more comment from him And I said, I'll be back in just a minute, got my truck and trailer and loaded up all my tools And as a matter of fact, I told him, I said, I'll be right back with my trailer I said, that corner of the shop, all those tools over there Guess what, they're not really there I'll be back in a minute and take them out and they better all be there So I did, I loaded up and I was driving out, pulling out of the shop My little rig there And I stomped right there near him as I was coming up the door He was looking like this and shaking his head He was trying to make it seem like I was making a mistake But what he knew he was losing was a good three grand a week So, he's greedy, nasty, worthless, lying, whatever So anyway, he, so I looked at him and I said, Philip, before I go here I gotta ask you something Maybe you can help me out here I know about the prayer meeting every other Monday that you have before work And you literally pass one of your hats For people to give you money Here's a guy, you know, he's got so much money, it's crazy And then he passes the hat to collect money I said, Phil, how do you give that money to God? What do you do, throw it up in the air and say, God, keep what you need, give me the rest? And his face turned so beet red Religions are full of people like that But you know what? There are also a lot of people in there That have a lot of love in their heart If you want to express your love for something that you feel somehow You feel it's out there, but you don't understand But you really want to express it, it makes you feel good That's like living out in the frontier somewhere And there's only five stores to eat You're gonna go to one of them I've had less of a problem talking with religious people Than I do the new age people Some of the people I cranked up just made them stronger, more arrogant Their arrogance really came out and showed And of course that's all coming out That's being taken care of, too I just met a gentleman recently at one of the large Home repair stores His name was Joey, of all things He's the coolest guy in the world He said he had a lot of, and I was gonna say Cherokee for him But sometimes I just shut up It's not like I need to tell him ahead of time So he knows I know, like I'm trying to sound cool It's just, you know, want to hurry up So anyway, of course I just shut up He said, you've had a lot of Navajo lives, too But he said he understood stones and everything And that's great, because a lot of people They talk about, I like Christianity What we have around here most People talk about there's no such thing And I'm like, okay, I said, do you have a soul? And they said, of course I do, of course I got a soul I said, okay, could you pull it off, can I poke it, can I see it? Do you have magic light to put on it or something? You know, you can feel it, you must know somehow I just know, it's in the Bible, and the Bible told me so It's like, wow, okay, whatever So I tell him, you know, look You do have a soul Well, you know, spirit and your ascension energy I can tell you where it all came from and everything But you know what, I can see it, I can look at it And I can tell you what you're like Just by looking at your energy, but I can do the same thing Just looking at you and especially going in your head It's such a blatant Except what someone else says And I'm going to beat you to death with it It's disgusting It really is, I mean, some people are actually like that But a lot of them have open hearts, open minds They're the nicest people you could ever meet And everybody everywhere has been made To learn how to pray How to praise the Almighty God 2012, December 21st, 2012 Everybody was waiting for that Why? Because Earth 2012 Has been not just a mystery But it has literally been a legend For over a billion years, the way we count years That's when the big change was going to happen Well, we went through 2012 Some funky stuff happened A lot of people who can feel energy They know there's stuff going on already It started in 2010 That's why my email had 2010 in it My original one So Kind of a sad scenario What was supposed to happen Everybody was supposed to become aware That there's not just a Father God But a Mother-Father God Folks, the other races in the other bodies Those of them that are religious There's quite a bit of them They had the same philosophies as we do Different characters, different basic things Everybody was doing the praise thing It was like one unit thing The one God And That was a prevalent thing But you were praying to some God So, I mean, there's atheists And other planets too, just like here But that's what it is So, December 21st, 2012 Is when people are going to find out That it's not just the Father God There's a Mother God When I started getting stronger and stronger Is when the original first being female Started pulling her energy off of me And allowing me to crank up My energy had come up a bit And that started in 2008 A lot of people started waking up in 2008 Then when that happened All of a sudden it just sent off alarms everywhere NSA were the first Because that released enough of my energy I was on their little screen Anyway Sorry I know I make the funniest faces when I do that I don't care, I'm just doing what I need to do To clear my ears There's some stuff going down right now I gotta hurry up Anyway There's a fight starting out in space Big time It's breaking out right now Crap So anyway Even our friends in space All their technological advances They really don't have any more of an understanding Of what was on the other side than we do Everything was made like that on purpose By the original first being male and female I wasn't about to say praise mother father god The female mother said hey that's what you're going to do But everyone was calling father god The female part of the original first being They were jealous of each other And everything else So it was time for the two They were going to retire In their own little universe It's like a dimension And they were going to stay there And have everything say praise them How do you get people away from religions? You don't You help them find themselves I said that a lot in my last life Be the change you want others to see Be the change you want others to see So that can initiate the change in the world That you want to see which is one of compassion There's a lot of wonderful people here And there's a lot of people around this planet That are from other planets This is the hub, earth 2012 There's all kinds of things that are going to happen And I got to run, I got to do something Folks anyway I love you This religious thing It will fall away on it's own The more people wake up and become aware And see things for themselves They don't need religion to tell them all kinds of crap It's like someone saying I want to sell you a newspaper It's about what happened at your house last night And you're like what? You're kidding me right? I said Jay where religion are you? I said I don't do religion I'm not trying to beat them all up I'll tell you the truth about them They're all fake What's real is you being able to see what's really out there Not what someone tells you I talk to a lot of people about a lot of stuff Those books I wrote, my two books Book number one Creation, it's beginning and your origin This is how it all started Where did it come from? I'll tell you just how it was made The second book is bigger Creation, it's journey evolving into paradise That's 412 pages The other one is only 134 Amazon.com, Europe All over the world I used to sign copies of them And sell them off the website I can't sign my name anymore My head's changed and everything's I'm becoming more and more of my real self everyday I always say I love you I do love you I hope things are great The best way to help people Do something better for themselves Is to introduce them to it Help them understand something If they want to drink that water They'll grab that glass with two hands But it's up to them It's up to them Folks, I love you Have a good one, see you soon